Friday, May 11, 2012
hello world. today i am moderately depressed. i was forced to walk half way home then walk all the way back to school so my best friends mom could pick me up and stop my leg from bleeding. i went home and literally slept from six in the afternoon till five thirty thismorning because my amazing sister Asia is in the hospital with chronic depression and is going into the mental ward soon. she is one of the very select few people i can actually talk to about my want to cut and mutilate my body and i wont be able to contact her for quite a long time. my depression is getting worse by the minuite and im starting to feel distant from everyone i know except one person, Peter Snyder. he may be my ex but i trust him like he is my best friend in the world. I am currently going to start packing my house because i am moving soon and changing schools to metropolitan academy of the arts. I dont know if ill like it there cause even now i feel extremely alone. I am in serious need of advice on what to do.
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